Well

The past week or so there has been much activity. Last night was rough. And I dreamt about grandma and woke up and Wess smelt like her perfume ... plus I dreamt Justin has shot and that was horrible. I'm very worried about going to his dad's for two days, it scares me so much. I'm afraid to go south at all. Specially with Wess in the car and all three of us going. It's scary. Guess it doesn't matter how I feel tho Justin wants to see his Dad and brother and it would be wrong of me to bring it up. Fucking pricks shouldn't have moved so damn far from home.

fad followers ...

I have always been ahead of my time or way behind how ever you look at it I am not a fad follower and it makes me very annoyed when fads and I cross paths.
5th grade I wore corduroy jeans I was made fun of until they become "instyle" in Jr High
but by then Jr high I was wearing polyester bell bottoms my hair in braids the whole nine hippy flower child I even won best hippy I didn't even know there was a contest til they gave me the prize lol But nonetheless I was looked at funny for my desired clothes til they become the fashion after High School.
High School (freshmen year) I was "goth" which is the new "emo" today. Then transcend into more punk style which is now the new vintage look its like whatever fuckers I have been doing your looks you find cool you once made fun of me for.
And after high school I stayed vintage punky until later when I wore more business causal But shortly returned to punk rock chick where I belonged.
I have always loved the old classic movies black and white jerry lewis, frank santra, all those classics I even have been known to digg the chaplin movies. And now they are bringing a b&w movie out which is going to make everyone think b&w is a fad grrrr
Maybe I wouldn't have as much problem with it if I wasn't made fun of for being different growing up or if people wouldn't ask isn't this latest fashion so hott I want to take my fork and not gag them but stab them in the eye.
I have been known as a counter culture I don't mind but I do mind is when people thing I am in style and reality I have probably been doing it for a few years before you ever when looked at wearing, watching, or anything that I do. I am more unique than some glamor magazine. Not much I can say for you I suppose.

I have been known to dabble in a few things my husband likes just so I can be the most hottest woman he has ever seen (He already says I am but eh could always prefect perfection right)

Anyways I close this blogg because my son won't leave me alone and Ill lose train of thought I'm off to cut letters, shapes, and numbers out of foam sheets lol good day everyone.

Makeup what to do with old makeup

So I have a ton of old make up and make up I don't think I'll ever use what should I do with it?

-- Sent from my Palm Pixi

HUmm

Looks like nothing will get done today BLAHHHHH

Makes me nuts!

Celebs voicing their opinion on things they need to just shut up about. Like Kelly Clarkson saying she backs Ron "troll" Paul She needs to shut the fuck up! Will America not learn their mistake from listing to Oprah and whom she backed? NO BECAUSE Americans are sheep they can't think for themselves! Do your research! Form your own opinions! I know reading is a lot more work than just being told what you like but do your really want to have another shitty president?! Americans where pissed off at the dixi chicks for voicing their opinions and they have been banned at some stations still to this day. I have little faith in today's voting Americans seeing the result of what you produced this last election. And I have no doubt you won't disappoint me further this election. So America if you want to keep going farther into the past with today's fashion, horrible dollar value, unemployment rate, this whacked ass health care plan in place, please by ALL MEANS continue to go down this path you are on, let these mindless idiots keep telling you what you want.  Continue with your pity sheep herding ways and will you please drink the punch too?!
And on another topic OCCUPY "instead retard here" fuck you all! If you really want to make a statement do something other than not work!! Do something more constructive instead of blocking subways that regular people use to get to work, stop blocking traffic, use that energy and actually do something to help your "cause" and not just make a publicity stunt !
Oh and one more thing if you have any problems with this please keep them to yourself, I am in no mood to hear your baaa baaaa babble.
Thanks and have a great day.

Something funny I found today

WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED:
Men Are Just Happier People --
What do you expect from such simple creatures?
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack...
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one
is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you,
He or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough..
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes..
Everything on your face stays its original color.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, even decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can 'do' your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives
On December 24 in 25 minutes.
___________________________________
Men Are Just Happier People
NICKNAMES
If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other
Laura, Kate and Sarah. If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will
affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Bubba and Wildman.


EATING OUT
When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even
though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and
none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.


MONEY
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but
it's on sale.


BATHROOMS
A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving
cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel.
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man
would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.


ARGUMENTS
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.


FUTURE
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

MARRIAGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.


DRESSING UP
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash,
answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.


NATURAL
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.


OFFSPRING
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about
dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret
fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
A married man should forget his mistakes. There's no use in two people
remembering the same thing!
SO, share this to the women who have a sense of humor and who can handle it....
and to the men who will enjoy reading it.

Second day of 2012

Well not to much going to happen today Justin has the day off we usually just veg out together. Had some sloppy dog with cheese its so good. You boil the hot dogs then you take as much left over sloppy joe cut the dog up throw it together and add the cheesy goodness and enjoy yummy. 

I'll do weigh ins every first of the month. excited about this year. So many different things to do and to explore. :* and you are apart of it. Thank you.

First day of 2012

Well this is the first day of the new me. As of today I weigh in at 146 lbs and a size 9/10. My goal is to get down between 105 to 120 with a size 5/6.
I have always had a positive outlook on life so I don't need to change that much.
I plan on walking and being more app to get up earlier. Today I got up at 10am which is a big step before I always got up between noon and 2pm.
I want to do my make up everyday but it won't happen so every other day would be great. Also to get out of pj's and into regular clothes more often. We shall see how this all goes.
I also am going to cut down on Pepsi and drink more water (which I'm drinking water right now yay!) the down side to this transition is I will be way sleepy.
I will be cooking alot more, Don't worry I'll blog that and the recipes too :)
And I would like to thank all those that do follow this transition into the new me!
xoxo :*